Conflicting Emotions

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what a beautiful illusion

love

i miss you still

sometimes

just a fraction of a second

always sometimes

i recent you

painfully

i regret you

too much distance

too small a planet

what a confused being

i never want to see you again

please come get me

we were meant to be

we should never have met

i no longer believe

please convince me

desperately

i want to let go

scared you already did

wounds still bleeding

never healing

so conflicting

erase this feeling

erase you

our life

the dreams

please still love me

waves of clarity

feeling free

finally

deceiving heart

something missing

back to start

someone missing

sometimes

you

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6 thoughts on “Conflicting Emotions

    Rwr Hileman said:
    August 27, 2012 at 10:58 am

    broken hurt ashamed

    wanting less, wanting more

    afraid, terrified

    run heart run

    but which way

    i miss the girl

    with blackberry stained fingers

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      realityinprogress responded:
      August 27, 2012 at 11:06 am

      that’s beautiful – and sad. being human is sometimes pretty hard. thank you so much for commenting.

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        Rwr Hileman said:
        August 27, 2012 at 11:19 am

        thanks – indeed & doubly so. My pleasure, thanks for sharing your original thought and providing the inspiration for the comment.

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          realityinprogress responded:
          August 27, 2012 at 11:26 am

          hopefully there will be more originality and inspiration and just a tiny bit less hardship :)

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            Rwr Hileman said:
            August 27, 2012 at 11:39 am

            “Life is hard Princess, anyone who says otherwise is selling something.”

            I don’t want easy
            I don’t mind hard

            What I want
            What I need

            Is for it to be worth it

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              realityinprogress responded:
              August 27, 2012 at 2:22 pm

              so wise and true and I couldn’t agree more – except when in the middle of hard :)

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