Waiting On A What

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impatiently

waiting

insecurely

on a maybe

an illusion

of hope

a projection

of something

i believe in

 

misunderstanding

the intention

impatiently

giving in

giving up

mistakenly

 

waiting

while dreaming

still trying

to shake

the feeling

of giving up

waiting

 

exposing

the illusion

of the purpose

of waiting

undermining

determination

but still believing

now understanding

the intention

 

trying to be patient

hoping

still waiting

dreaming

of words to tell me

that my effort

was for something

i believe in

 

no one should be waiting

forever on a maybe

eroding away

all the hoping

and believing

maybe my forever

was shorter

than another’s forever

i was trying

wholeheartedly

trying

until i gave up

waiting

 

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